Bad phase

I think my bad mood is coming to an end... Thank god!
It's probably where I tried to be too nice and cared too much or at least more than I should have.
The end of the week however was changed to a much happier time. Firstly I saw my oldest friends my two old next door neighbours who's main memory of me as a child is playing in the garden eating magic stars... Only to find when I saw them I had an empty packet of them in my pocket. One of the said "some people never change". This made me think, yeah people have annoyed me recently and it's caused me to get angry and upset but at the end of the day hopefully they have never changed and thinking back they are the same people that have been there for me at some point or other. It's the situation or moment in time that makes them appear different however I really hope they are still the same people underneath.
I don't exactly collect things in particular but I do keep hold of memories through either photos or little memorabilia. I have all the programmes from every musical, I have any tickets for anything I have ever been to, including school trips. But although I will carry on to keep hold of memory keep sakes it made me realise, it's the little memories that you have nothing material to remind them of you, but the sheer love from that memory of great times means you will hopefully never be forgotten.

I'm glad I'm happier again :)

Arghhhhhh!

Pissed off seems an understatement!
Such a joke and who knew it would cause so much trouble, fed up already!
Why can't there be something good to happen!!!
ARGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Effort

When you feel like you put all the effort in, when you take the time to make sure they are ok, trying to do the best you can for them and getting nothing like that back. Fed up of trying to be nice and I think it's starting to show its best not to pissed me off!
WARNING:   Jess is in a bad mood!!