Monday, May 26, 2014
Tumblr
Is slowly becoming my favourite over this now! Might be time to move on... However my tumblr is slightly cringy! Hmmm maybe not yet.
Tuesday, May 20, 2014
4 years ago
I was a size 10, about to embark on my GCSEs when I met the person I love more than anything!
Today was 4 years since we first met. A friend and I had spoken to these boys on MSN after they added the wrong Jessica and they wanted to meet us. Although a little dodgy and really as part of procrastination we went to a field near a pub and sport centre just so we were safe to meet them. We held back a bit and tried to spy to see if they were normal or not. After realising we weren't going to get raped as they were playing football we walked up to them. I had first spoken to a boy called Tom who wanted to meet me and got me to add his friend Cameron. I had been speaking to both of them but it was Tom who really wanted to meet. He decided it would be a good idea to play football to which me and my friend weren't too amused by. Nevertheless Cameron asked me to be on his team, I told him he would regret it and he soon did after seeing my skills or lack of more like! After a few hours, only one game of football and a lot of talking we all had to go back for dinner. We walked home with two other boys who asked me if I liked any of the other two (Tom or Cameron). Now this whole time Cameron made me laugh, put up with my crap football skills, helped me down a bank and compared to Tom seemed to be a nice person. I explained that to one of the boys who then gave me his number. After long deliberation I text Cameron saying "hi it's Jess this is my number" his reply unfortunately was "Jess who". I'm not going to lie my heart sank a bit, It wasn't that I liked him so much I was gutted but I just thought I hadn't made a big enough impression on him! That night I explained who and we sat up talking on MSN. We met up with the group a week later, again Cameron made me laugh and regardless of him being ill told me he had only come to see me. 11 days after that first meeting Cameron asked me to be his girlfriend! A little soon some would say but I wouldn't change it for the world! Four years later and it hasn't been the easiest, we've had out ups and downs but we've had the best times ever too, he still makes me laugh and cares enough to help me. It's just different now, I feel safer, I know he is there and loves me no matter what. Now we look to the future, constantly talking of houses and weddings and to be really honest the one thing both of us want more than anything, children! He is my bestfriend (as cheesy as it is) and neither of us can say we have been the most perfect boyfriend and girlfriend but we've learnt from our mistakes together. No matter who comes into my life I've learnt that they will never mean as much to me and Cameron.
Alright it's not our 4 years today but it's just amazing how much two people can change in such a short space of time!
Shame I'm not still a size 10 though!
Today was 4 years since we first met. A friend and I had spoken to these boys on MSN after they added the wrong Jessica and they wanted to meet us. Although a little dodgy and really as part of procrastination we went to a field near a pub and sport centre just so we were safe to meet them. We held back a bit and tried to spy to see if they were normal or not. After realising we weren't going to get raped as they were playing football we walked up to them. I had first spoken to a boy called Tom who wanted to meet me and got me to add his friend Cameron. I had been speaking to both of them but it was Tom who really wanted to meet. He decided it would be a good idea to play football to which me and my friend weren't too amused by. Nevertheless Cameron asked me to be on his team, I told him he would regret it and he soon did after seeing my skills or lack of more like! After a few hours, only one game of football and a lot of talking we all had to go back for dinner. We walked home with two other boys who asked me if I liked any of the other two (Tom or Cameron). Now this whole time Cameron made me laugh, put up with my crap football skills, helped me down a bank and compared to Tom seemed to be a nice person. I explained that to one of the boys who then gave me his number. After long deliberation I text Cameron saying "hi it's Jess this is my number" his reply unfortunately was "Jess who". I'm not going to lie my heart sank a bit, It wasn't that I liked him so much I was gutted but I just thought I hadn't made a big enough impression on him! That night I explained who and we sat up talking on MSN. We met up with the group a week later, again Cameron made me laugh and regardless of him being ill told me he had only come to see me. 11 days after that first meeting Cameron asked me to be his girlfriend! A little soon some would say but I wouldn't change it for the world! Four years later and it hasn't been the easiest, we've had out ups and downs but we've had the best times ever too, he still makes me laugh and cares enough to help me. It's just different now, I feel safer, I know he is there and loves me no matter what. Now we look to the future, constantly talking of houses and weddings and to be really honest the one thing both of us want more than anything, children! He is my bestfriend (as cheesy as it is) and neither of us can say we have been the most perfect boyfriend and girlfriend but we've learnt from our mistakes together. No matter who comes into my life I've learnt that they will never mean as much to me and Cameron.
Alright it's not our 4 years today but it's just amazing how much two people can change in such a short space of time!
Shame I'm not still a size 10 though!
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