To grow up!
I just want to forget all the stupid times, all the mistakes.
I want to grow up, have all the things grown ups have.
First a job, a car, a house, get married and finally the most important ... Children!
I don't know what it is lately that just makes me want the next 5 years to hurry up.
To say I'm not scared/worried/anxious would be a lie. I am. I really hope the stability come with my job and him leaving his to do a proper well paid job. Growing up together but this time properly, the boring saving bits that we will hate but love when it means we can have our own place, our sofa to snuggle up on, out kitchen to cook in. I just can't wait. Not helped by the fact I have become so broody, not helped by the amount of babies about and family babies coming up as well as my best friend telling me just to have one! But sensible Jess knows that that will have to wait till the end of my 5 year plan, after all I am the one who has just had the implant replaced so no babies for three years :(.
I can't wait to finish Uni, I've had enough of education I want to make a difference all the time not just on my prison days. I want a proper job not McDonald's.
Wish things would just hurry up and go to plan, my five year plan :)
