This smile is becoming permanent

Apart from the shock of a loss of a wonderful man last week, this summer has caused a permanent smile on my face.
I know I have some amazing friends and Uni and am counting down the days till I'm back, different to last year and a thousand times better.
My holiday to Belgium/ Paris/ Disneyland was absolutely amazing and I wish I could go back! So many laughs and loving memories and I feel so lucky to have him by my side, being spoilt and feeling so deeply in love.
And to look forward to 2 weddings, being a bridesmaid and loving wearing my dress at every fitting and just feeling so excited for my future!
I don't want to be close to the end of Uni but the thought of doing what I've wanted, marriage, a house, kids etc is all getting more exciting the near it becomes..... Although not too soon for some of them!
I CAN'T WAIT!