I've decided...

I'm 20 in 2 months exactly so I've decided I'm going to make some changes...

1.Firstly (although don't hold me to this because I may go back on it), I'm getting rid of the red and back to dark brown the next time I dye my hair
2. Carrying on with the hair theme, I am not a hair dresser and should stop trying to trim my fringe... It never works out well.
3. To appreciate who I have in my life, who cares about me the same I as do them, can't be doing with a one way thing!
4. That my 20's are going to be an expensive time (marriage, kids, house etc hopefully) so regardless of the saving I have already after this years holiday I'm saving big time! To help towards moving out OR Disney world.
5. To follow what I really want but only when I'm sure, not letting my heart rule my head (other than on the Disney World holiday)
6. To evaluate who I need and want in my life, that are going to stay with me through out this decade and longer and get rid of those who I don't need.
7. To stop trying to help everyone and focus on me, maybe selfish but I've realised bending over backwards for people all the time isn't worth it because they rarely ever appreciate it.
8. To be positive about getting a job and starting a career in something I love doing, to be confident that I am capable and enjoy it before I decide to start the whole family thing.
9. To try not to be so emotional and cry all the time, need to toughen up because no matter how much people think they know me, and I'm apparently not soft hearted, I think you'd be surprised behind closed doors what I'm like, how upset the small things make me and how peoples opinions really effect me. If only walls could talk and all that!
10.Finally, no matter how old I get, like Peter Pan, I never have to grow up inside!

I've got a good feeling about this, let's put it into action ready!
I'm getting prepared for the busiest, most fascinating and exciting decade of my life so far I think.
Let's hope it starts out well and I can put all my younger mistakes behind me :)
Chin up